tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30310252012-01-30T06:41:51.253-08:00do the wild thingthis is the real me.cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.comBlogger12251100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1124212084015931722005-08-16T10:05:00.000-07:002005-08-16T10:08:04.023-07:00back stabbedI don't know if it's just me or what. The older I get, the more visible I see life. I consider myself as a really generous, kinda, royal, and a good person. The thing is I feel back stabbed. Hard to put in words but it just makes me question certain individuals. That's just a thought that I have been crawling up my ass for a couple of weeks.cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com4tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1121755738405383732005-07-18T23:34:00.000-07:002005-07-18T23:48:58.413-07:00I miss my grandpaMy grandpa spoiled me a lot when I was young. Every outfit I have, I would have a pair of shoes to match it. My grandpa knows that I love being out so he would put me in his bicycle and take me for a ride every morning. His neighbors would laugh at him but he would not care. Even if I get in a fight with my cousins, and it was my fault, my grandpa would yell at my cousins and tell them to be nicecathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1121754246918639082005-07-18T23:04:00.000-07:002005-07-18T23:28:31.603-07:00Things won't be the same that it was use to beFamily. #1 thing that means the dearest to me. It makes me depressed knowing that my parents don't talk to my grandmother, aunt, and cousins (from my mother's side). And you know why? Money. Money torn up the family.My grandparents were very poor farmers when they started a family together. They own a lot of land in Taiwan and over many many many years of hard work, they had a lot of money. A LOTcathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1121276017867821812005-07-13T10:30:00.000-07:002005-07-13T10:33:37.873-07:00NickI've been fighting with nick the past 4 days straight with him. I was picking little things to fight about. Do I have some kind of psychological-relationship problem in my head?Nick I love you, I don't hate you and I do want to spend the rest of my life with you.cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1121190569068918422005-07-12T10:35:00.000-07:002005-07-12T10:53:55.750-07:00Oh Fck it!I have the urge to let my inner anger out of me. But wait, I don't know if I should call it anger, it's more of a what the fck feeling. So there is this guy I know from high school. =GuyA. 3 fcking years ago when Nick started going otu with me GuyA told Alfred and Brett that I sleep around with guys in Davis and I am bad news. Gees, GuyA doesn't know me and as a matter of fact I don't understandcathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1121152688654260482005-07-12T00:17:00.000-07:002005-07-12T00:20:54.110-07:00Bitch right nowI am currently feeling extremely bitchy.By the way Napa research trip canceled. Thank God!cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1121110905457898052005-07-11T12:30:00.000-07:002005-07-11T13:34:59.986-07:00I can't say noPicture left: of my rashes. thought going to Napa would be next monday but Danielle said we're going today. I showed her my rashes (an allergic rxn I got from going to Napa last week) and it felt like she did not care. She did say "maybe I should ask someone else to help me." Ok well hello, then ask someone. I simply told her that I will help her but look @ my rashes. I couldn't say "no" I find cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1120979641934096412005-07-10T00:11:00.000-07:002005-07-10T00:14:01.940-07:00CavityI can feel a Cavity forming with my tongue.cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1120928793658402862005-07-09T09:57:00.000-07:002005-07-09T10:06:40.630-07:00Pap smearover the past 3 yrs (yes I have been sexually active for only 3 yrs), I had over 15 pap smears. I believe the 2nd time I had a pap smear, my dr thought I had 2 cervices & may have 2 uteruses. she was telling me this while she had my finger in my vagina. I felt like an abnormal female. A week later, a specialist obgyn came to see if it was really true. was the 1st time that a male looked at me cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1120859812814838962005-07-08T14:37:00.000-07:002005-07-08T15:05:23.073-07:00Flying backI'm back. I feel I need the change. Not because I wanted to be hidden to the whole www that knows my xanga but it's a change, and I do admire the change. Sometimes it's really hard for me to put my life into words. I find myself posting pictures on my xanga and over a long period of time I feel that that is the only purpose for my xanga. My point, don't only judge me through my pictures but also cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1070702491120480212003-12-06T01:20:00.000-08:002003-12-06T01:22:29.560-08:00bye bye blogger. I've moved to http://www.xanga.com/aznoll00. cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1069578423671640952003-11-23T01:07:00.000-08:002003-11-23T01:08:15.546-08:00for now I'll be blogging @ http://www.xanga.com/azndoll00. reason: bc blogger makes my computer slow on the laptop that nick gave me in davis. I will come back on blogger, once i make a new layout..hopefully soon. =)cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1069541009627750172003-11-22T14:43:00.000-08:002003-11-22T14:44:09.186-08:00nick gave me his laptop cuz he knows that my stupid ass computer @ davis hates me for some freaking reason. I want to go shopping. I have this urge to. Maybe ill go online and check up some stuff to see what i want. I still need to figure out wat to buy for nick. but wat. I know he wants a XBox. Should i buy him it? heheeh =)cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1069459378736880372003-11-21T15:53:00.000-08:002003-11-21T16:03:37.436-08:00Today, I woke up @ 5am with a bad cough and my nose was stuffed. I felt so incredibly horrible. So i went downstairs and got some warm green tea. Since my mom says that green tea curse temporary colds. So I tried to rest my eyes and before u know it, I woke up @ 9am and no more stuffed nose and feeling horrible. Green Tea is my new best friend.
Nick came over and is spending the night! cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1069361163215052822003-11-20T12:46:00.000-08:002003-11-20T12:46:39.996-08:00I just ate the 6th dallor burger @ Carls Junior for my very first time. I just had to share them for some fukin weird reason.cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1069286619263209042003-11-19T16:03:00.000-08:002003-11-19T16:04:15.343-08:00oh wow, i found jackie, my roommate's friend, on xanga. she went to the stripclub w/us. I agree with her, that club was a bit nasty. heehee.cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1069283733912715942003-11-19T15:15:00.000-08:002003-11-19T15:16:09.780-08:00im so lost. I don't know but sometimes I just feel like breaking down and just let all of my emotions out. I don't know what I am doing with my life. Yeah, I'm going to school and yes I am studying biotechnology but deep inside, something is telling me that this isn't the thing that I should pursue on. Of course I have to. To prove to my parents that I have a brain and can at least get a cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1069109907531057252003-11-17T14:58:00.000-08:002003-11-17T14:59:00.200-08:00saturday night was the first time I went to a strip club. heehee. I didn't know that the girls would show everything. they even open up their pussy in front of those nasty old guys right next to the stage. the club is called, Centerfold or something like that. I was having fun checking out if any of the guys have big boners and i saw this one with a big one. interesting.
Sunday me and cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1068357591438991072003-11-08T21:59:00.000-08:002003-11-08T22:02:30.560-08:00me and nick went to go eat Fresh Choice. I stuffed myself. We were gonna get these famous burgers from this restaurant but then Fresh Choice was right next to it so I gave nick my puppy eyes and said I wanted to go to Fresh Choice and he said to me, "ok honey, I'll eat watever u want to eat" So we ate @ fresh choice. While he was eating all the salad and stuff he said to me "I'm pretending cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1068357001877359602003-11-08T21:50:00.000-08:002003-11-08T21:50:23.280-08:00i was bored so i decided to calculate how much i spent on dvds since the paste year and i spent a total of $720. thas bad. I should use it on clothes, wait no..facials, body wraps and stuff like that! my white tips that i got for my manicur is a bit fading =( That means i need to go get another manicure soon, but only after my bioenergetic/met midterm which is after the 18th, manicure would becathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1068273698123119302003-11-07T22:41:00.000-08:002003-11-07T22:44:37.450-08:00oh yeah, iono why but nick keeps mentioning.. "if we have kids, are we gonna bring them out like we always go out?" I reply, of course. But then right now I'm wondering why he's mentioning kids? I would love to have kids with him one day..preferably soon but not too soon but...actually no buts, I am happy and a bit shy that he wants to make babies with me and have our babies look like me. I'mcathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1068273582825305002003-11-07T22:39:00.000-08:002003-11-07T22:40:03.106-08:00I don't want to study for my bioenergetic/metabolism shit. Midterm is on the 18th...that is just fuckin wonderful!!!cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1068272763336767622003-11-07T22:26:00.000-08:002003-11-07T22:45:49.093-08:00in about 3 more days I'll be 22 years old. Today N picked me up and brought me red long stem roses that smelled soooo good. Love that real rose fragrance. Makes me happy that he didn't get it @ safeway bc those roses don't smell shit. I am picky with my roses. I sound so superficial huh? Well I can be @ times, but I rather have happiness more than any materialistic things. And I'm very cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1067990193696464022003-11-04T15:56:00.000-08:002003-11-04T15:56:49.466-08:00I don't want to do my fucking biotech paper that happens to be due this damn THURS
I was a school girl for halloween and I did not want to show any of my skin @ castro bc I am not like that. I felt like an ugly slut. But my roommates are so confident about themselves, I should be more like them. But I can't. I'm just not like that. I am just butt ugly.cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1067546009298100572003-10-30T12:33:00.000-08:002003-10-30T12:33:38.640-08:00I want to go shopping. I want to spoil myself. I want to spoil myself with diamonds, I love diamonds. Um.. I hate that today is the time of the month. I want it to go away tonight! Hope the patch will let it go away. I'm already loosing a lot of blood.cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1067545894479598722003-10-30T12:31:00.000-08:002003-10-30T12:32:23.293-08:00today is a boring day. I hate being in my biotech 171 class, and I got my outline back for my paper and i got a 6.5. Why can't she just fucking give me a 7? I don't like that TA already. And the professor talks too much, he let us out @ 11:30 but we should be out @ 11:20. He reminds me of My high school AP Stat teacher. Just that he has a bigger hair and I don't think he has a 6 pack, maybecathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1067382465854475912003-10-28T15:00:00.000-08:002003-10-28T15:07:53.060-08:00my love life is going pretty well. I finally bought my prince a ring but I'm going to substitute it with a better one next time. The ring didn't fit him so he wears it on his pinky. I should call him pussy pinky. He gave me a swarski diamond watch and i bought him a cheap ring. Now we're even, kinda.
So for halloween nick and i and my roommates are going to castro. Nick is too nice. cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1067381936925815282003-10-28T14:58:00.000-08:002003-10-28T14:59:03.403-08:00My name was on the uc davis newspaper. wow. (i'm being sarcastic)cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1066503289150099902003-10-18T11:54:00.000-07:002003-10-18T11:55:50.943-07:00my mom got back from japan and the more she gets older, the more beautifuler she gets. Oh my mommie bought me a guess purse and N a backpack. It was a $80 backpack. I think my mom loves him like a son. His backpack is more expensive than my guess purse!cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1066502394916563702003-10-18T11:39:00.000-07:002003-10-18T11:39:54.500-07:00Yesterday me and N watched The Texan Chainsaw Massacer. That movie freaked the hell out of me. Disturbed me so much. I think practically the whole entire movie, i was hiding under N's armpits. with my sweater over my head. Overall, I thought it was a pretty well filmed movie. But I wouldn't want to watch it again. Yesterday it was also my first time eating @ Tony Romas. I didn't get theircathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1066066488975579282003-10-13T10:34:00.000-07:002003-10-13T10:35:16.533-07:00since i didn't get anything for N yet for his birthday bc he doesn't want anything, I'm still gonna get something. I was looking through this particular shoe.. um..iono..
cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1066065609504672032003-10-13T10:20:00.000-07:002003-10-13T10:29:03.036-07:00me and N had a nice long 2 hr chat on the fone. And before that he proposed to me. Well he called it a pre-proposal because he didn't get that ring (Tiffany's) that I wanted. First he asked the question in my room and then outside in front of my apartment on his knees. how cute. I felt like doing something to him.
I like the diamond shape lookin one... that pic is just the standard cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1066065524776387702003-10-13T10:18:00.000-07:002003-10-13T10:18:44.653-07:00I hate Mondays, I hate getting up in the morning and going to my Communication 140 class. I hate looking like an ugly duckling while im on campus. I hate sitting here in the computer lab typing this. I just hate mondays.cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1065898642977441482003-10-11T11:57:00.000-07:002003-10-11T11:57:40.716-07:00Oh My, I've known nick for almost 4 years. time flies...cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1065898483286384482003-10-11T11:54:00.000-07:002003-10-11T11:54:43.470-07:00Yesterday me and N ate the sushi buffet again. I seriously hate sushi now (I know it's just a phase, and I"ll come back to loving sushi again). We drove around...I don't know why we went from one place to another, oh yeah I remember, we wanted to watch a movie so we end up watching "The School of Rock." It was a pretty funny movie but I personally liked the Rundown better (the movie that we cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1065729008626516812003-10-09T12:50:00.000-07:002003-10-09T12:57:09.226-07:00It's Nick's Birthday day today!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I didn't buy anything for him..cuz he doesn't want anything, well he says he wants me so I guess I'll put a bow on myself cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1065545138320711742003-10-07T09:45:00.000-07:002003-10-07T09:45:38.056-07:00me and my bf are fighting beasts. I swear sometimes, well most of the time, we're like those cave man back long time ago. I have "trusting" issues. What is wrong with me? Is it normal for me to feel this way? I mean, do I think all guys are cheaters so whenever my bf tells me that he's "out" and didn't take his cell phone with him. How come it's so hard for me to believe him? He made me cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1065258211532932852003-10-04T02:03:00.000-07:002003-10-04T02:03:44.583-07:00I can finally say that I am truely "happy" now. cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-106525805563102592003-10-04T02:00:00.000-07:002003-10-04T02:03:15.286-07:00I haven't been posting much on my blogger these days, feel quite a bit distant with this now. It's not like I don't like writing down my feelings, its' more like I don't have the time to write down my feelings anymore. At the same time, I may seem down from what I am writing right now but my life is better these days. I have the most amazing roommates, new friends, and of course my significantcathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1064416905104208692003-09-24T08:21:00.000-07:002003-09-24T08:21:45.070-07:00well school is starting and.. i don't have a computer up @ davis yet so that really sux. ok well, *sigh* i gotta go get ready.
Y can't nick live w/me??cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1064275273367230202003-09-22T17:01:00.000-07:002003-09-22T17:01:13.553-07:00face reading, pretty interesting and accurate stuff here!cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1064201121990789012003-09-21T20:25:00.000-07:002003-09-21T20:25:21.793-07:00School is starting, I'm getting excited but @ the same time, I'll miss my bf a lot once I get back. I think things will be quite hectic because I have school in the morning and then I have work from 12:30pm to 5pm. My bf was thinking about transfering to ucd, and I told him that he can stay with me for free. That would be a dream come true :) But nevertheless, we can always live together cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1064139038672047912003-09-21T03:10:00.000-07:002003-09-21T03:10:38.723-07:00im thinking of getting these: 1 (black white), 2 (i know i got a black one already but i like this pink one hehe)cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1064138186318698072003-09-21T02:56:00.000-07:002003-09-21T02:56:25.750-07:00today me and nick went to this Newark thingee where there's hecka ppl selling stuff and there were semi roller coaster rides. Anways, while we're lookin around, N spotte the Louis Vuitton bag that I wanted but it was in BLACK. I wanted in white. And it was quite cheap, $169 and usually those kind a bags aren't usually that low of a price so i told nick that it's probably a fake and they're cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1063984536781141652003-09-19T08:15:00.000-07:002003-09-19T08:15:36.770-07:00yesterday night i was just so tired around 9:oopm so I fell asleep. Surprisingly my bf came @ 10pm. I went to the door, opened it and said "Nick, u estupido, it's 10 i'm sleeping" He gave me this silly smile/ semi-laugh and said "honey, sorry I didn't know u were sleeping...it's 10?" I told him "go home!" And of course I didnt' want him to go home but I wanted to see his rxn. So he replied cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1063897883166615772003-09-18T08:11:00.000-07:002003-09-18T08:11:23.200-07:00Ok I'm gonna get serious for a bit. Right nown I'm going through a hard time and it got to do with my family back in Taiwan. They were and are my everything. My grandma nurtured me until I was 5 years old and never let her eyes off me and always said to people that I will always be her favorite. My aunts and uncles were so good to me even though I'll have to admit that my uncle can be too cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1063662400749983302003-09-15T14:46:00.000-07:002003-09-15T14:46:40.743-07:00oh my god I haven't been writing anything in here bc I am addicted to friendster.com and I got so much to say, like..I am a sex maniac. Ok just kidding i'll be back soon.cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1063092225742312422003-09-09T00:23:00.000-07:002003-09-09T00:23:45.710-07:00hehehehe, karen is my good friend, she's so cute. She needs a boyfriend, a hot one..im gonna find one for her in davis..is that a bad idea?
a z n d o l l 00: he's SINGLE karen
a z n d o l l 00: he's SINGLE
a z n d o l l 00: hee hee hee
a z n d o l l 00: he has big EVERYTHING
a z n d o l l 00: BIG BIG
a z n d o l l 00: karen
Infoxycated: big what?
Infoxycated: yay for you
Infoxycated: umm you cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1063067821831297632003-09-08T17:37:00.000-07:002003-09-08T17:37:21.826-07:00OUCH!!(click on it)
That must hella hurt....ouch ouch.cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1062995371880214852003-09-07T21:29:00.000-07:002003-09-07T21:29:31.863-07:00I love my BF so FUkin Muchcathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1062956940167474642003-09-07T10:49:00.000-07:002003-09-07T10:51:30.216-07:00I couldn't help but look @ my sophomore yearbook back in High School. And then I couldn't help but read one of my really good friend's msg back in hs:
Dear Cathy,
Hi! Sorry it took me so long to write in this yearbook. Yeah. I know that we were Sophmores when you got this yearbook and now we're juniors! Hey, better late then never! Hey do you want me to pretend that I'm a sophmore? Okay, cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1062866624256275482003-09-06T09:43:00.000-07:002003-09-06T09:43:44.120-07:00i have 28% fat in my body. That means I'm almost obese. That's what the chart says. Oh my GOd?! But I don't look hella hella overly fat though. and I can't get on friendster.com for some freakin reason.cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1062819135155784482003-09-05T20:32:00.000-07:002003-09-05T20:34:09.536-07:00today i went shopping and I bought myself a SATIN KIMONO SLIP for myself (& my bf to look at) from Victorias Secret. The bad news is, I am still fat and so it don't look so good on me. If I was to compare myself to those victorias secret models, I am one big fat OBESE Woman. Why did i have to gain another 9.5 lbs from Las Vegas? But Honest to God that Satin Kimono thang is so damn comfortablecathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1062727509104900052003-09-04T19:05:00.000-07:002003-09-05T20:12:49.956-07:00two thing I want to talk about:
(1.) Gardening
(2.) Fights with Nick
(1.) I have been obsessed with gardening ever since my mommy and daddy left us poor kids in the house all by ourselves (I like it). I would spend hours in home depot (the gardening section) and Orchard Supply (garden section 2) and I would come home smiling. I love flowers and watching them grow up. I love feeding them (cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1062714793691164092003-09-04T15:33:00.000-07:002003-09-04T15:33:13.640-07:00I'm back once again. Although feeling quite dirty because I moved most of my stuff into my new apartment. As I am getting older I've noticed that I am becoming more like my mom, a clean freak. I have not organized my new apartment room and right now I feel uncomplete. I can't wait until I put my Britney Spears poster up. She's hot! Call me a lesbo if u want to but I admire her so much. cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1062474815330849212003-09-01T20:53:00.000-07:002003-09-01T20:53:35.320-07:00at this point in my life. I don't know. I just feel ____. Can't really find the word. Maybe i should just keep quiet for a few days.cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1062225641516528122003-08-29T23:40:00.000-07:002003-08-29T23:45:12.573-07:00my bf's mom bought me this chinese red handbag from China. It looks kinda like one of those props for one of those scary chinese movies. But it looks like it got a touch of an exotic look in a way. So today they came over and we talked a little about Market America. Then I discovered how unknowledged I am with it and realize that I got to really get my butt on it. There were some stuff that cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1061851675029387802003-08-25T15:47:00.000-07:002003-08-25T15:53:01.730-07:00a lot of things had happened since the last time I laid my eyes on my blogger site. I have so much anger, frustration, depression.... Gee I discovered new qualities about myself.
I'm actually going to really start market america (the business thing I once blogger about that my mom is so into & makes quite a lot of money). Who knows if i'll get hella bank but at least i get some extra spending cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1060809602217351472003-08-13T14:20:00.000-07:002003-08-13T14:28:28.170-07:00Oooh Britney sthuff yes.cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1060751023793954032003-08-12T22:03:00.000-07:002003-08-12T22:22:06.193-07:00Fighting
I'll have to say that these past 2 days were hell. Me and my bf have been fighting about one thing, Market America. I don't feel like talking about what exacty it is but it's this business thing, if ur interested on what the hell it is, find out, but I'm guessing no one would care since yall got better things to think about. This is a long story but my mom is on my case with... ok tocathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1060497156619170662003-08-09T23:32:00.000-07:002003-08-09T23:32:53.380-07:00
sometimes she's hot but sometimes....looks not right. Coco Leecathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1060495476917199452003-08-09T23:04:00.000-07:002003-08-09T23:04:36.816-07:00if you're bored go here. very entertaining. hehecathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1060494424026037512003-08-09T22:47:00.000-07:002003-08-09T22:47:03.866-07:00My Day
My parents, me, my brother, and my boyfriend went to that place where they cook in front of you to go eat din din with my dad's coworkers. It was delicious bc my big ass tummy was starving so much. Tmw, my parents, me, my bf, my brother are gonna have brunch together next door (kinda) from that place. I think my parents are in the process of making nick as part of our family. cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1060489473578367912003-08-09T21:24:00.000-07:002003-08-09T22:26:12.353-07:00congratulations. you are the kiss my ass happybunny. You don't care about anyone or anything.You must be so proud
which happy bunny are you? brought to you by Quizilla
Private convo.
(Y am i evening posting this? iono who cares like anyone would care)
azn doll 00: i had sex 17x in 5 days
dktq: whoa
dktq: that's crazy
dktq: that's more than i get
azn doll 00: hahaha
dktq: no kidding
dktq: you cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1059971276910228012003-08-03T21:27:00.000-07:002003-08-03T21:38:56.330-07:00Goodbye. I won't be blogging for 5 days. Off to paradise
why. why. why do these porn people sign my guestbook. why.cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1059855685920430122003-08-02T13:21:00.000-07:002003-08-02T13:21:25.883-07:00i am so butt worried about my grades right now. I'm scared to death that I won't get back into ucd. I shouldn't have withdrawaled in the first place. *Praying to God*
On a happier note, my bf is gonna take me up to davis and be right next to me when I go see my counselor again. My bf told me that i shouldn't worry. I'll have to admit that I am a worry freak. So 2 more days until I finally cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1059722520568189432003-08-01T00:22:00.000-07:002003-08-01T00:30:17.643-07:00one more note before i lay my ass onto my bed. It seems like my bf do love me a lot. Sometimes I just can't get it into my head that he isn't one of those "typical asian guys". And I'll do have to admit that he isn't. He has so much ambition and he fukin works his butt off @ the restaurant bc he says that 1 day he wants to be the papa of my kids and have no money worries. But I got so much "cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1059722033353764432003-08-01T00:13:00.000-07:002003-08-01T00:13:53.340-07:001 more final. I've been eating so much. Salmon burrito, I ordered pizza 3 days in a row. Wonder how im gonna be like when I get pregnant one day. One more note, i can't wait until i lay my ass in this room that I'll be staying @ pretty soon:
cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1059605184674625862003-07-30T15:46:00.000-07:002003-07-30T19:44:51.040-07:00i should be studying but im playing thiscathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1059604065547309102003-07-30T15:27:00.000-07:002003-08-01T00:11:42.336-07:00i went to get some stuff for my trip down south with my bf soon and I also dropped by Safeway to get some cookies bc in my spanish class, we're gonna have a fiesta final review tmw. The goodies that i needed to get were cookies so i got a bunch. So i just bought those cookies and a bottle of water. I went in line and this old man said that I could go first bc he has more stuff than me. When Icathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1059520780284880442003-07-29T16:19:00.000-07:002003-07-29T16:19:40.260-07:00i got 2 finals left so life sucks right nowcathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1059372984367224462003-07-27T23:16:00.000-07:002003-07-27T23:16:24.343-07:00nick told me that he asked his mom why she gave me that hissy pissy look but it turned out that she didn't mean to. It's just that she had a bad day and it was hella hot when she took Lauren (Nick's niece) to Great America. I felt better but..
ok well now on ABC Family, there's this cute scene where these two couples get all cute and cheesy. where the girl somehow got into the water fountaincathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1059366163270793282003-07-27T21:22:00.000-07:002003-07-27T21:22:43.196-07:00i hate carrying a lot of cash and walking around in public. It seems like my parents treat the house like a bank. When I need money deposited into my bank account, they just slap me with their cash.
Ok that's not what I mainly want to talk about but it was more than 1k. On friday, my bf apologized and I know he knows that it's mainly my stupid mind that i like to pick fights, but he did hiscathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1059152826123894762003-07-25T10:07:00.000-07:002003-07-25T10:07:06.110-07:00This weekend and next week is going to be hell. Finals Week. Another thought, Maybe I should call my bf and apologize for my selfishness yesterday night. Actually nah. Men should always do the apologizing even if it's not their fault. Aren't I Old Fashioned?cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1059152369227357172003-07-25T09:59:00.000-07:002003-07-25T09:59:29.200-07:00have you ever had those people that walk around the mall, on campus, and wherever and ask you to donate money to either the hungry kids in ___ or the poor people in ___ or get the point?. Sometimes I wonder to myself, ''how would we know if it's for real or not?" So, on Wednesday I was sipping my milk, and this japenese guy, who doesn't seem to know how to communicate much in english, came up cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1059141514466371862003-07-25T06:58:00.000-07:002003-07-25T06:58:34.460-07:00me and nick got into another argument again. the end.cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1059015067172339752003-07-23T19:51:00.000-07:002003-07-23T19:51:07.206-07:00I don't know how I can tell the world that I love my bf so fuking much. After we resolved my hissy fits, he turned from black to white. Actually I'll always have my hissy fissy bitchy attitude, but he's just so calmer with it now. When I feel like starting a fight just for nothing, he'll give me a "Honey, let's not fight". But sometimes, I just have to. I need to take one of those balancing cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1058807439958585312003-07-21T10:10:00.000-07:002003-07-21T10:10:39.960-07:00one more note (I should be studying for one point). I got this Kodak Portable Digital Cam so maybe I'll post up some pictures.cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1058805805030809082003-07-21T09:43:00.000-07:002003-07-21T09:45:26.316-07:00Class
I thought this was interesting to blog but one of my classmates told me a story. Well we were discussing about the 46 yr old Davis resident (name David Lawrence Beale) who posessed human remains which he used for dissection, selling them to who knows and who knows what else he does with them. Somehow that subj let to a story about his grandpa. Well she told me that her whole family are cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1058667540053421632003-07-19T19:19:00.000-07:002003-07-19T19:32:30.146-07:00I went through 2 chapters of my biological science book and realize that I do have a fond with the subject. During the past 4 weeks I dread studying and had second thoughts with biotechnology. I know I can't say just because of 2 chapters in the book will make me change my mind but hopefully this is a good start for me.
I don't remember blogging about this but one of my mom's best friend has cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1058639168607157272003-07-19T11:26:00.000-07:002003-07-19T11:26:08.586-07:00can life be so simple?
bf. talked to him and complained that sometimes I just can't handle him working every single freaking day @ the restaurant. He tells me that he's doing this for us if I still decide to be with him in the future. He stated that he wants to make a lot of money so we can take more vacations together, build our future together, a home, a family. But is life this simple? cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1058490939478393642003-07-17T18:15:00.000-07:002003-07-17T18:15:39.466-07:00sometimes i wonder if my bf is doing stuff behind my back. Sometimes he'll get angry and ask me why I dont' trust him sometimes. I don't know what's wrong with me. Today my bf called me @ my apartment but i wasn't home. My roommate got the fone and he left a msg saying that he'll be cleaning the kitchen today so he'll call me later when he's done. The thing is, he never cleans the kitchen oncathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1058437792526342342003-07-17T03:29:00.000-07:002003-07-17T03:29:52.446-07:00it's 3:19am and I'm still not done studying for bio, i just found out what I got on my Spanish midterm#2, I ate bc i was hungry this late @ night, I found out what I got on my midterm#4 in bio, there are stupid guys out there screaming @ the top of their lungs and playing with illega fireworks of some sort, I got into a fight with my bf. How horrible can my life be?cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1058241208223378652003-07-14T20:53:00.000-07:002003-07-14T20:55:31.420-07:00i forgot to write about how clubbin @ club nv was. Well to make the long story short, i was being stupid, my bf got mad @ me he came pick me up from fremont and i was shivering in the car. He took care of me afterwards and said to me "y u make stupid mistakes? u can't ever drink anymore"cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1058240788674119162003-07-14T20:46:00.000-07:002003-07-14T20:46:28.653-07:00I want to quit Solano Clinical Research and work here instead.cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1058047857945464152003-07-12T15:10:00.000-07:002003-07-12T15:10:57.926-07:00http://yoga.tripod.co.jp/flash/kikkomaso.swf
Im speechlesscathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1058042449074028572003-07-12T13:40:00.000-07:002003-07-12T14:17:45.850-07:00so tonight i'm gonna go clubbing (Club NV) (Celebrating Karen Yang's 21st Birthday)after all but my bf isn't gonna come with us. It's my best friend's birthday thing. I wanted my bf to come but he has to work. work work work. That's what he always do. He's not gonna go to cancun with me anymore and argh. Why does he have to be so serious about work? Why can't he just get out 1 hr earlier cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1057954734332720302003-07-11T13:18:00.000-07:002003-07-11T13:18:54.296-07:00I had Dos Coyotes for breakfast - Salmon Burrito to be exact. Then after eating that big burrito, i realized that I have shit to do (relating to school work). So I can't go clubbin in frisco with my bf and plus I haven't dressed up for so long. I think I forgot how to. July sux @$$. I can't wait until this month is over and hopefully I'll see 2 nice grades so I can finally talk to my cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1057886489781724042003-07-10T18:21:00.000-07:002003-07-10T18:21:29.766-07:00I told my bf the other day that I don't want to ever get married. (I said that bc i was just in a bad mood) He asked me what if the man in my life right now wants to marry you in the near future? I said "who cares". He then started arguing (Not really arguing but making me think that I should get married). So a few days later, which means yesterday he told me that this psychic says that he'scathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1057884927072978822003-07-10T17:55:00.000-07:002003-07-10T18:04:14.440-07:00my roommate told me today that my other roommate thinks that I'm scary. I did not know how to respond to that. It's not a compliment. She said it's because of the way I scream at my boyfriend. I'll honestly admit that when I scream at people it can be scary. I cuss my head out and I scream at the top of my lungs. Hey, there's a reason why i was screaming at my significant other. But I cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1057820251126028392003-07-09T23:57:00.000-07:002003-07-10T00:04:31.596-07:00my every evening ritual, talking on the fone with my significant other. Today I wasn't in a good mood, of course I wasn't. I'll have to admit that he made me feel a lot better but I didn't act like I was feeling any better. When I'm mad, I just feel like yelling at him. He was calm and tried to find words to make me at least laugh or anything along that line but it didn't work. I don't knowcathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1057796692317029142003-07-09T17:24:00.000-07:002003-07-09T19:13:24.930-07:00Whenever I'm in my bio lecture hall, during the first hour I always find myself falling asleep. I don't have much interest in that class and I'm overaly worried that I am not going to do so good. Considering my 2nd midterm exam percentage, I feel like yanking my hair and screaming at myself for my poor effort. How am I able to survive through the rest of college. And also I got embarrassed cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1057726977971258252003-07-08T22:02:00.000-07:002003-07-08T22:02:57.856-07:00I realized that after being in a relationship for more than a year and a few months, I've seen such much insecurity and jealousy in me. I'm always wondering if my bf is eyeing someone else, checking someone out, or if he has the tendency to cheat on me or wat-so-ever. Even though my bf told me repeatively that he doesn't eye other girls, check them out or even think about cheating on me. It cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1057710742664791962003-07-08T17:32:00.000-07:002003-07-08T17:35:11.273-07:00I know this person who went to the same Junior College as me. I didn't see him for about..maybe 6+ months and somehow he saw me while he was filling in his application for study abroad to Spain. I was walking to the bookstore and he caught me. Whenever I bump into him, he's one of the people that can talk forever and ask me so many questions, wanting to know all about my life. I'll have to cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1057629418434834362003-07-07T18:56:00.000-07:002003-07-07T18:56:58.260-07:00Pregnancy test
I took a pregnancy test yesterday bc of my epidity of stupidity on thurs, fri, and saturday. It was negative after 3 min but a day after yesterday, which is today, I was thinking to myself, "oh i better throw that preg test away." So when I was about to, the pregnancy test looked different. It didn't have just one line but it had another faded line below it. I asked myself, "cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1057626621337348042003-07-07T18:10:00.000-07:002003-07-07T18:10:21.350-07:00i cannot have no sex for a week. God I sound like a mancathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1057624572296952212003-07-07T17:36:00.000-07:002003-07-07T17:36:12.283-07:00ok im just pissed, i got mood swings maybe thas why I wrote what I wrote on my last entry. And plus i got my period while I was wearing my thong today on campus. U know how embarassing that is? Thank God it wasn't that much.cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1057624447724260102003-07-07T17:34:00.000-07:002003-07-07T17:34:07.733-07:00I have so much anger in me. Toward the people that I know. My bf thinks that my expectations are too high on people, that's why I run away when I see someone I don't want to talk to. Sometimes I just don't feel like talking and want to just do my own stuff that I need to do. To be honest with you, sometimes I really don't have the time to stand in the middle of campus or whereever and talk tocathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1057559709549760772003-07-06T23:35:00.000-07:002003-07-06T23:35:09.426-07:00I just finished getting off the phone with my bf. Our usual routine everynight is talk on the phone for at least an hour. We have been talking on the phone everynight, @ least an hr ever since we got together. When I think about it,I wonder what we talk about. Is there really so much to talk about to each other? When we do talk, there is but when I think about it's kinda like "whoa, we talk cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3031025.post-1057476161467845542003-07-06T00:22:00.000-07:002003-07-06T00:22:41.423-07:00Another fight the same one as Wed
I don't understand why it's so hard to just come see me today. Perhaps I am just always needy but I wanted to see my bf today, just for a few minutes. He said I saw him thurs, Friday and will see me Sunday. But I wanted to see him today. So like as always, he gets mad, I get mad, i cry, I say fuk u fuk u fuk u. And he screams @ me and the funny thing is cathyhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/08827886387475039609noreply@blogger.com0